Saturday, February 25, 2017

Sculpture by Skalpel

Here I am again on the brink of destruction
Lost all senses of comprehension
What I have seen is cold reality
The stage has frozenb but still approaching
Death takes its toll on me
Mind decay
Disminded energy
Haunted by yesterday
Don’t want my soul to bleed
Senses astray
Lost sanity
Time to pay
Hidden in this world that was made for me
Standing alone, I am freezing
The door is locked now, I’m trapped in me
One-way path and a missing key
Chaos in my mind, I am lost in thought
Never an end, why won’t it stop?
A sculpture ideal to be perfect in all ways
But what I see is a statue with no face
Death takes its toll on me
Mind decay
Disminded energy
Haunted by yesterday
Don’t want my soul to bleed
Senses astray
Lost sanity
Time to pay
Hidden in this world that was made for me
Standing alone, I am freezing
The door is locked now, I’m trapped in me
One-way path and a missing key
Looking down at the past forgotten
Undying memory of what was and that should have been
You’re not the fear, it’s me
Is there something here that is pulling me back?
Did I lose myself in this attack?
Arranging my mind’s complex thoughts
To be released from this predestined loss
Death takes its toll on me
Mind decay
Disminded energy
Haunted by yesterday
Don’t want my soul to bleed
Senses astray
Lost sanity
Time to pay
Hidden in this world that was made for me
Standing alone, I am freezing
The door is locked now, I’m trapped in me
One-way path that no one can see

WELL DUDE YOU NEED TO SEE THAT MOVIE THE BUTTERFLY AND THE DIVING BELL OR THAT ONE ON THAT SMART MATH DUDE FROM ENGLAND. YOU CAN BECOME A GENIOUS. MOSTLY THOUGH YOU ARE RIGHT YOU JUST END UP LAYING IN YOUR FILTH UNTIL SOME DISGRUNTLED WORKER GETTING PAID 8 DOLLARS AN HOUR SCRAPES YOU OFF AND PUTS YOU TO BED.

3 comments:

Aaron Vattano said...

Well. This song is not this song. Or rather I'm the video they forgot to sing the lyrics. I like the like trapped in me. Yes. I know that feeling. All too well

Dan Tschirhart said...

Yeah I kept waiting for the guy to start singing in the video

Hidden in this world that was made for me - cool line

Makes me think of the Truman Show

and the part in Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy where Zaphod looks into the box

thinking it will show him how incredibly small and worthless he is to the world around him

When it turns out he's the center of everything that's going on

It's all revolving around him

I sometimes think - what if my life is the actual show and everybody else around me is just extras

if that's indeed true, I better start leading a more exciting life

Pirate Aggro said...

When I was a kid I used to imagine that the world was made for me and that it ceased to exist as soon as I turned my head so I would try and whip my head around to see the void. Somehow hanging upside down from my bed looking into the full length mirror made this more possible.